The best way to cut through all the noise and be heard is to use your own voice. Not chanting along . I think when you chant along you just add to the collective noise- Using your rare unique 1 in a ever voice is cutting thru. -My voice is so rare and unique I make mother fhupas say WTF was that a animal????YUP! GRR
In order to see different you have to be different.
Playing scenarios in my head does not mean that i see different. Being different takes work. Lets work.
I was thinking about “natural” disaters just now. Many people seem hold a very bitter and cynical view towards the unpredicability of nature when it is not in there favor….” that damn twister took our house” ” that damn earthquake killed my _____” Sure, maybey it did. But we forgot this is NATURES world. As much as we like to call this our world and a world controlled by humans we are just visitors that understand very little about this world of “ours”. Unfortunately we are only human and we can not feel the storm brewing up days away in our bones giving us a warning to pack up and flee for saftey SO I dont think we are to blame ourselves for unfavorable run-ins with mother nature either— I am truely sorry for anyone that has ever suffered from one of these outcomes and would like this chance to say blaming anyone/thing is only going to stall and disturb the healing process. BUT I wanted to talk about smaller disaters…This kind that we can adapt to before they become a disasters. I was with a freind a few weeks back- on our way to meet some girls at a club in chicago his car ran out of gas on LAKE SHORE DRIVE. We had plenty of excuses to grab at to MAKE this a disaster. We didnt cry..curse…attarct bad outcomes…go home and cry on facebook about how terrible our night was….NOPE….we got out pushed the car until we could push it off to a side street…walked till we could hail a cab…went to the club and had oursleves a nice night ;D LOVE UNPREDICTABILTY ..ADAPT…OWN IT- DONT COVER IT WITH ” DISASTER” unless your afriad to take responsibility of your own sanity - in this case not trying and blaming would be much easier- CHOICES ;D
woooo! man I tell ya. That Resistance in your mind loves to try and sell you on the idea of taking a break…” Ive already done great work today I can stop here” ” I could keep working on this but I will just be wasting time since I cant seem to catch the groove right now..ill just get back to it later when im more in the mood” Well id like to say I just fought thru these though excuses today ;D just to think…Fear..laziness..resistance..watever you call it almost robbed me of doing Remakable work BUT it didn’t. CALL IT FOR WHAT IT IS …AND WORK THRU IT.
Everyone would know when I was excited…happy..feeling alive…IN JOY. And they would wag there tail too because they would know its alllllll good. BUT I dont- So I shall express my self thru words- words that are carried by true emotion. Now Im like ” yo hommie! I really wagged my tail on that song!” Or how bout ” dude! I was talking to this girl - and she was all trynta to act like she wasnt into me ;( but you should have seen the way she was wagging her tail! :-D” Practice expressing - take inititave to express- YUP!
Laugh at yourself now- Im sure you can recall many ” horrible” “ungodly” moments you have had…only to laugh at it later. As angry as you may feel for the moment…or as small..or as uncomfy…just laugh…dont force it just let yourself laugh…Because the emotion might not know it - but you know …because this is not your first rodeo ..youve been there before …and unlike your beautiful spirt that emotion is temporary- dont sit around in misery while wating for it to leave you alone like laying in bed with a with a awkard stranger post sex… Your 1 up on it - LAUGH LIKE CRAZY NOW
I want it to be my way- forever and always with what is- Letting it be is the way for me. In more words; I do not want to force my way…I want to let my way…less making up….more letting out #thisdersevedelaboration
Today on my lunch break I bought a box of Freddy Flinston Cocoa Pepples for suppper cheap- $ 169 i think - I only buy cereal when it is on sale- to buy it at the regular 4 or 5 dollars is cookoo. My expectations is that the cereal will be on sale. Anyways I get up open the box EXPECTING to dive into little brown flakes buuuuuut waiting for me was a Cocoa Pebbles version of a rice crispie! I freaked..I actually squealed out of joyful suprise. I am writing my brains out getting prepped to record BAD ASS music soon - Im going to make believe people EXPECT to hear music on par with what I have delivered before- Thats all good and well- but I plan on making them SQUEAL..and you too ;D
